I know I can..

be what I want to be? What do I want to be? 

Do something you love, and youll never have to work a day in your life. 

Do something you hate, and youll suffer and struggle in your everyday work. 

What is the path I choose? I dont fucking know. 

What should I become? I dont want to be a fucking doctor, no I do not want to inspect your penis, I do not want to calculate the measurements of a building, or open peoples mouths and inspect teeth. I mean, what can I do. There are so many options, but I cant seem to find one that I would actually love doing.

 My father said, when he was young that he wanted to be an engineer, but he could never achieve it. Instead, he took a different path which was dentisty and worked his way up. And even in those times of quitting, my father never gave up. He also said, that you could never become a boss, unless you worked for a boss. Be someone little and work your way up. Sometimes I just fucking HATE talking to my dad, hes trying to rush my future, so that I turn into an adult. That way, he doesnt have to support me and he can go on his fucking vacation trips to China. Hey, FUCK YOU China. 

What if I want to become a porn star? What If I want to do photography? What If I want to be a househusband? What if I want to be a designer? What the fuck. Time is running out, and I'm trying to find what I want to do FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Life is fucked up. 

Dear Blog,

You are gay! Just kidding, I love you. Lemme do you! 

This week has been gaaay, karen. 

Sick all week? Allergiez? Unit tests? Hah, yea, right. :P

On a brighter side,

Spring break is a thumbs up. And My weekend has been thumbs up. Friday was BOMB, Today was BOMB! woot. Friday, Slept HELLA early at 7 and I felt great! Ahh, I miss sleeping early.

Today, I went to chabot space and science center, kinda cheesy uniform, it looks alot like KIPP's. I came back home and Denisse and her parents came over to pick up some dentures. Then I went biking with the BOYZ, yeee breh. My legs burnn. We went all the way to Castro Valley and then took chabot road back. WAY FUN going down that hill. Now im chillin like a villian. :] Intersession next week. Gey.

Cheaters.

Oh man that show is juicy.

I wonder how much they pay to hire. hmm

Anyhow, just got kicked out the house and rode away to garys. Thanks gary.

Came back to a house crumbling from sound.

OVER KAINES PISS.

Come and piss on my dead body bitch.








you are a sneaky hoe.

Runny ass nose

Do you like brownies?!

Today wasnt such a good day. Feeling down =[. My hair looks cheesy and makes me look fat. Shoes stank like shit. Ive been wiping my nose everyday of the year. I was sleepy in history. Damnit. On the good side, I went to get 2 double cheeseburgers at Burgerking. I also looked at the Old Man's paintings. Damn they look like photographs! Seriously. Homework wasnt too bad, and I've finished earlier!

Streetlights-Kanye

Do you know your destination? Uh no?

The other day, my dad asked me what I wanted to do.
What do I want to do? Why am I in school? To learn? Educate myself to do what?
I don't know yet but, life actually does come fast. We were having an argument over whether I wanted to become an architect, engineer, dentist, doctor and blah. I just kept responding with "I dont know." I just hope I am ready to become what I want to become, when the time comes. Sounds confusing but, but the future is near. Be prepared and wear a helmet. Or you'll end up like me, with that shit stain on your face!

Ice cold

Its been freezing these past days. And I have been MIA. Sorry guys. Sorry especially to Karen. I didn't know you really felt that way. I appreciate you telling me, and I will definitely take what you said into consideration. Yes, I'm sorry, I was so inconsiderate of you. I hope you forgive me:] You already know, pal. YO, Karen, I like how you do those throwback pictures everytime you make a post. It helps revive those good ol' memories. I can think back and say, man, good times. Well anyways, here is my contribution. Remember my birthday? I got this lucky shot.
One of my faves :]


You know, sometimes tumblr hurts my feelings =[

K. Ly

Dear K. Ly,
Do not worry, Im still here!
Posts have just gone to tumblr!
Do not worry, I will have photo updates soon.

I still love you blogspot.
Now, Lick me real good!

look at this chick:

kareeenxly (7:28:13 PM): you never update your blogspot

kareeenxly (7:28:14 PM): and like

kareeenxly (7:28:18 PM): i dont like that

kareeenxly (7:28:23 PM): i mean

kareeenxly (7:28:25 PM): you basically

kareeenxly (7:28:26 PM): replaced me


chilll ouuuut!

BULLSHIT.

Weeek is being an asss, tests todaay, and thurssdaay.

Im hella mad >:[
90 percent in speech. Participation my ass!

On a more serious note, I've been getting very tired lately. Sleeping in class and what not. Being a bad kid. For some reason sleeping early makes me feel even more tired in the morning. Instead, sleeping late makes me feel alive. Quite interesting.

Uhhh, laast week we had quarter games. I was maaad again.
Fuck niggas with D40's, bitch ass hoes >:[
I stayed up til 2 in the morning making a slide show and this presentation was for the photography club. And then when it is our turn to present our slide show, some other guys slide show replaced us. bulllshittt man >:[ I kept jaaawwkann' in art class, blew me off, wow wowowowo. hella mad though.

Uhhh, i have copped a pair of hazes! OH and MOM OWES ME 85 dollars. i charge interest.
I need to spend money more wisely, 1 neeed camera parts! 2 need bike parts! 3 need new clothes!


School sucks, and lifes tough


With sincere love,

V. Goh
HOY, updates.


If you realize, I havent blogged in awhile.
Here you go:



BARRACK SALEM

FUCK YOU BITCH

Fuck family, fuck brothers, fuck my dad, fuck you mom

I dont give a shit. FUCK YOU!


Fuck respect.

YEA IM NOTHING. If im nothing WHY ARE YOU STILL FUCKING TALKING
SHUT THE FUCK UP
SHUT THE FUCK UP
DIE MOTHERFUCKING BITCH.

FUCK CHINESE PEOPLE.
FUCK YOU.

Over some stupid ass shit. FUCK IT.

Motherfuckers. Bitchass mothefucker. Die assholes.

SACTOWN

HELLO,

I am currently in Sacramento, eatin' that hot pot n shiz.
SCRUMPTIOUS mothafuckaaa!

I recently heard the hundreds was being sold in southland, along with kidrobot.

Hahaha, funny how the hype is going DOWNTOWN.
GOOD BYE HUNDREDS
GOOD BYE STUSSY
GOOD BYE LRG
GOOD BYE KIDROBOT.
GOOD BYE NIKE SB.

This really pisses me off. Now little kids, and boppers are going to buy it all out. Soon you will have the same shirt as that other mexican kid, or that black kid.

I think ill stick to white tees and custom tees from now.

Some pictures:




HELLA FULL!

My little nephew is more computer literate than my mom.



Sold.

The past weeks.

Before finals week was Chinese New Years! Gung hay fat choi niggas! stack them red envelopes. It was great, celebrating with family in Uncle Richards. FOOD was DELLIIICIIOUS. However, I spent most of my time working on my homework and studying for finals week. Who puts finals before Chinese New Years?! seriously. Yea, I was stressing on sunday but damn,and then my whole week was stressing.

GAAAHH! FINALS NIGGIE!

Finals were pretty tedious, not to mention time consuming. 2 hours each test, giving me sweaty butt. At least I got home early at 2-3. I thought I could have done a better job studying. AGAIN, I was procrastinating aha staying up laaate at nigghhts. Lol, then drinking monsters for lunch. Gahhh, At least they are all over. Finally I can spend my weekend without stress. But I still have text anxiety. I REALLY REALLY hope I get good grades. Please, oh lord.

Anywho..

Todaaay.
No stress.
Chill out.
Fresh out the shower.
Gotta get dressed.
ahah.
WELL, I waited all day for my friends call.
And It ends up he was at the library with his girlfriend.
Thanks gary. Thank you.
There goes my day.
Sitting at home.
OH just washed the car.
And now about to go sactown.

Picture update:



shoeees!





study hard.
Love, your Gohfriend.

OOBAAAMAA, OBAMA!

Todaay, millions of people celebrate OBAMA's inauguration.
What am I doing?
HOMEWORK! and the INTERNET.
As history is being made as we speak, Im not doing anything.
Incite me!

I was bored earlier so I just took photos of shoes. Specifically, my brother's hazes. Size 9.5 offer trades! just kidding.



SEXY DOG!

UPDATE ME BABY.

my computer is stupid. IT KEEPS BURNING OUT!

Anyways, I've also been really sick this whoole week.

Im also getting quite stressed since finals are coming up.

I've only got a couple weeks.
EDIT:Karen Ly says:
"you only have a couple of days"

Well. I also have crap loads of homework to do.

To get some stress off my mind I went to San Francisco today. It is Pedro's anniversary visit to SF, and I still owe him a present. Great.

Some photo's of the day:

Imaginative Education in school

HEY SEXAAAY =].

Anywho, I've gotten one horrible haircut from my mother, and I look like a bald rat, and shaved pubes. Of all people, my mom had to just give it to me. My uneven hair cut was partially my fault because I took the shaver into my own hands, so that is why the other side of my head is uneven. DONT EVEN MENTION MY HAIR. shut up.

At school I felt like crap, blowing my nose all up in class, wiping my nose, picking my nose, super sick. Yuck. But the other day, I was sitting in English "harkness" ,who the fck made up harkness and I felt horrible , horrible, horrible, I thought deeply about it. Lets use a vocabulary word. I was contemplating on my life. We began talking about cliques, and if they were a natural part of life or not. I was undecided, I did not know what to claim. I hate harkness because I try and try to participate but I just don't feel right. Then all of a sudden towards the end she opens up a topic upon social violence within cliques. She talked of how she witnessed students put down each other, and push others away from them, trying to make others feel outcasted. Then I it sparked a fire in me, I realized that I do commit acts of social violence. The way I've treated my friends, and others. Some people I just push away, and act fake at times, I make fun of my friends, I talk sh**, I've made others feel bad in so many other ways. And to top it all of, my teacher looked at me square in the face. I just really felt like I was in the crapper. Its encouraged me to change my attitude and my judgment of others. My parents have told me, "Vincent, your an asshole." Yea, Its really true. I don't want the perception of others to be, "Vincent is an asshole." In the past, I've looked down on others, I've bullied people, I've done regretable things to them. In the future, the people that we have looked down on will come back to look down on us. As an example, lets look at Bill Gates, hes one of the richest on earth, and before he was just a high school geek. I wonder how the people that treated him like shit, feel like.

Boy, are people going to hate me.

To sum it up:

watermelon sunday

This past week has been blahhh.

Negativity:
Im sick of my moms bitchin' and yelling for stupid reasons.
For a damn recommendation. I told her to shut up, and that I hated her. At that moment I was so pissed, I didnt give a shit. On my way home she nagged my dad telling him that I am an undeserving kid. She threatened that shed leave her will for charity and that nothing would be left for me. All of this non-sense bull shit for nothing. Its so stupid because, I get what she tells me. I know what to do when you tell me something. Its not like im deaf or anything. She just doesnt understand that I am busy, and I have things of my own to do. She "tries to do what is best for me" which is a force full way. She never lets me do the things that I want to do, its gotta be her way. Its like forcing me to do something I dont want to do. Its so stereotypical of asian parents. My mom will probably go around telling her friends about "my good son" When really, everything is fucked up at home. You know what? Fuck chinese people, fuck confucianism, daoism, and legalism. Filial piety my ASS.

In the end, I turned in the form WITH the recommendation. I am soon to become a galaxy faggot. But who knows, I havent been there at all so what can I say. And at least things cooled off with my mom. Like many others say, parents just dont understand.

Note to Bincent:
SLEEP EARLIER! >:[

IMG_3083

IMG_3083
Originally uploaded by papasmurf1989

Tired much?

My first day back at school.

The past few days were quite crappy. My dad was yelling for no reason, telling my that he was going to move to Sacramento. He always tells us that me and my brothers are undeserving and never listen to him. Hes been getting really mad the past couple days and its really pissing me off, because he is getting mad over the littlest reasons.

Again, it happened last night. My little brother is so stupid at times. He does not do his homework what so ever and decides to prioritize his art homework his friends and social life before his school work. My Dad came in again yelling at the top of his lungs and lunged at Darren. My mom and brother tried to calm him down. Then Darren had an interesting talk with my brother. It made me realize that I myself also need to get prioritizing right. Some days I'm out of the working mood and I continue to procrastinate deep into the night. I must focus on my school work before going on aim or logging on myspace. "Get your work done first" its straight forward. Since my brother wasn't productive with his time he has no more internet, no more music, and must get his work done. It really sucks to be in his place.

My first day back at school from a long break. Goodness, the day started out fast, but towards the end it got slow and boring. I already miss break. Then finals is in 2 weeks, what a downer. January is going to be an ACTION packed studying month, I hope I use my time wisely and take advantage of it to study. Boy I have a lot of reviewing to do too. But today, at the end of the day, I was feeling a bit crumby. I am not happy at all with my photography club, I feel like I'm not a very good club leader at all. I am still learning about cameras myself, and I'm trying to teach a class. I don't feel very productive in the club either, people continue to play the computer, yet I am glad that everyone understood my power point. Hard work surely pays off. I just have to keep that fire going.

Its also pretty late in the night, and I am really tired. I need to catch up on the sleep I have lost during the break.

Here is a random picture of the day Karen sent it to me and I just uploaded it.
I am pretty new at this blogger thing so, the picture is not really in the right place.

Another day in 09'

Kane kane!
Originally uploaded by papasmurf1989

Hmm, seems like my new years resolution following through, I'm still procrastinating on my homework and I have a crap load left. So today I got my new glasses which are Ray Bans. The eye doctor told me that I had perfect vision, funny thing was he still gave me prescription lenses. Anyhow, I also look like a nerd, especially with this long hair of mines. I really need a hair cut now. I thought it looked cool before, but I'll think twice about it. Oh, and another highlight of the day was coming home to eat baked potatoes and Thai tea. Delicious, Scrumptious, Delightful call it whatever you want. I've completed my math and it wasn't as difficult as I thought it was. My day was pretty chill.

I was listening to Jeremy, my cousin he was talking to me about my camera. He gave me alot of good tips that I should have known about my camera. I still need to make a curriculum for my photography club. Great.