Do something you love, and youll never have to work a day in your life.
Do something you hate, and youll suffer and struggle in your everyday work.
What is the path I choose? I dont fucking know.
What should I become? I dont want to be a fucking doctor, no I do not want to inspect your penis, I do not want to calculate the measurements of a building, or open peoples mouths and inspect teeth. I mean, what can I do. There are so many options, but I cant seem to find one that I would actually love doing.
My father said, when he was young that he wanted to be an engineer, but he could never achieve it. Instead, he took a different path which was dentisty and worked his way up. And even in those times of quitting, my father never gave up. He also said, that you could never become a boss, unless you worked for a boss. Be someone little and work your way up. Sometimes I just fucking HATE talking to my dad, hes trying to rush my future, so that I turn into an adult. That way, he doesnt have to support me and he can go on his fucking vacation trips to China. Hey, FUCK YOU China.
What if I want to become a porn star? What If I want to do photography? What If I want to be a househusband? What if I want to be a designer? What the fuck. Time is running out, and I'm trying to find what I want to do FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Life is fucked up.